love to watch you leave

sleepaway camp

grad weekend: roll #1

disposable #1 cont'd

grad weekend: disposable #1

pouring down your gaping mouth

friday and saturday

"taste ultra lounge wit my grrls
and we smugglin in some LOKOS"
"half a bottle of jager deep
and we on the scene at Finn's"
"Crazy night ahead at Touche,
hope my fav tender is there :):):)"

live streaming normalcy
every detail a published event
at least i know
where not to be this weekend

at least i know where i will
find your face, all of your faces,
more easily side-stepped,
avoided, thanks to this lonely
aching

fucking
screen

coasters

five years tinged
with regret
form one colossal
"should have"

it has grown
up so fast,
and without
us even
realizing it

twist my fists in folds of my winter clothes

no, my dear, nothing much grows 'round here